note to self :

join the military, send your future kids there, or get rich enough to buy yourself 4 olympic sized swimming pools.

knowing the future,

is not cool.

if something good is about to happen, all the fun is ruined.
if something bad is about to happen, the pain gets worse.

age-ing …

terrifies me, and i dont consider life a gift.
i understand God has given alot to us in the world, but Adam wouldnt have begged Him, if he agreed.